Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Issues.

I have so many of them....

I feel like I am 90 years old everytime I stand up after sitting.

can't decide what to pack for my min vacation to Seattle for 3 days, when I finally pick out one thing (a dress for the graduation) I can't find the sash to go with it!! Then I tear apart my closet, get upset with my boyfriend for not helping and have a melt down where I end up curled in a ball on the floor. It then takes me an hour to finish packing.

I get distracted easily. I can't focus on one thing, like cleaning or packing or pretty much anything except training or cooking, for more than 5 minutes at a time. Just ask Loren how I easily abandoned my rummaging for give aways when interrupted by his daughter.

Sitting here I just got really dizzy for about 30 seconds.

I can't ride for more than an hour without back, left leg pain.

My bank account read $0.00 this afternoon, so I immediately had to transfer in my savings.

My call waiting doesn't work and I missed a call from my doctor tonight, lame. She did leave a voicemail saying that the x-ray of my back showed some pretty awesome wear and tear in my back/on my spine and I need to see a spine specialist. GREAT!! SO I relayed this message to my coach and she now says the only training I can do is pulling in the pool. WOOHOO!!!!!!!! ok so I guess that means I am taking some serious rest to try and recover my body and hopefully I can come back 100times better then before, hopefully.

Oh and it took me 30 minutes to decide what to wear tomorrow, this is why I generally wear the same thing every day.

1 comments:

Sarah said...

aw girl.

You need a hug.

And a new body! :)

I'm really sorry to hear about all this spine stuff. God. Just hoping that the rest and recovery will help get you all back together and stronger.